Well, here is the deal - short phone convo with H a while ago. He was very pleasant. I am very upset with myself for calling him, as it is very much "more of the same" for me. So here is the deal: I need to have one day at least with no contact. It is going to be VERY, VERY hard for me, but I obviously need to learn how to do it, because I can't be in contact with an XH every day, now can I?
Soo...since we rescheduled tonight's packing session for tomorrow, tentatively, I believe I will just take care of things tomorrow that I need from him, so that Friday will be The Big Day. Hopefully he will not want to be as affectionate tomorrow night, or maybe I can just set a more businesslike tone. I don't know - I guess I'll just go with the flow, but regardless, Friday will be a day of no contact. I can do this. I will be okay. Hugs to all, Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
