My third post - please be nice

[collin]

Tonight was rough. I helped her get some of the larger stuff outside for when the movers come. I tried to leave the room when I felt myself getting emotional. Well I walked to the back of the house and did a good cry. After I somewhat composed myself I walked outside for fresh air. On my way outside she asked what I was upset about? My reply was "don't ask me stupid questions."

I went on outside and sat on the porch a few minutes. When I walked back inside she walked towards me. I assumed she was mad for what I said. But she did something unexpected. She put her arms around me and I put mine around her and we held each other and cried for several minutes.

I wanted to stay there forever. I know her moving out is inevitable. But I have got to bust my butt every single day to get her back. I told her yesterday I wanted to respect her and her space so I won't be spending a lot of time over at her place. I don't know if going completely dark would be the best way to win her back. I know my wife and going dark would back fire on me and push her further and further away. i know that completely goes against the DB method.

Well today was expectedly hard. But I made it. Just need to stay the course and work on bettering myself.