Painter, I've had some very dark thoughts myself lately. What pulls me back is thinking about how selfish it would be to do something drastic. Me and d7 deserve more. So much of what other posters say resonates. Disposal M, dishonesty, disloyalty, lack of commitment, selfishness, etc. The devil wants us to take the easy way out. One thing that is helping me, as recommended by zues posts, is appreciate what we have. Each day brings new possibilities, we just need to refocus. When I mindfully think about what I have to appreciate it seems to help refocus. When someone does us wrong, its not because of who we are, but due to how immoral and soulless they are. We deserve better and maybe, no matter how painful, it's God's way of kicking us in the rear to motivate. I hope you have better day tomorrow.
Me: 48 WAW:40 T:14yr M:12 yr d8 BD 2/2016 WAW moves out 6/05
