I know. That's why I keep posting here. It is an outlet. I've also written numerous emails that I never intended on sending, just to get the words out.

If you feel the need to vent, you might be able to find someone who will listen. I reached out to someone in a moment of desperation and they turned out to be a great listener. When I first started venting to them I started regretting it, thinking it was a mistake to talk to them. I never expected they would become a great sounding board and even provide some good advice.