I know they will have fond memories. As I have memories of times like this weekend from when I was a child. It does make me smile knowing that they are happy and healthy. That I am able to do this on my own.

Today feels like a step back I guess, in the grand scheme 7 months is t that long, I had been feeling so good for months now. Absolutely fine. Then today I have a ton of emotion pouring through me

What's hard is having no one to talk to about things. I have acted as if for so long anyone that would have listened is going to ask wtf happened. When all it is is that I just want to vent. Things get pent up when you have no one to express emotions to.

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.