Have strength painter, I feel like you want the pain to end, I understand the feeling of it would be easy to die! But it just transfers the pain to your loved ones.
Breath, sleep, find things you enjoy!
Me: 40 W: 36 T21 M17 S12 D10 D10 ILYBNILWY EA happened. PA happened. June 2016 trying to piece our M and life's back together...