A new crossroad reached

[mleigh4]

Good morning guys and thanks so much for all your advice. I hear you and totally get it, it all makes sense to me.

I have always loved being alone and on my own, so Job, you are not crazy. It takes energy to be social and most of the time I prefer time alone to read, watch movies or sit in my backyard. I have a high stress job that requires constant phone calls and people in and out, so my quiet time is golden.

However, I do crave time with a companion here and there. I am like a cat, I want companionship on my terms! Also, my son is young and I don't really want to raise him alone, I would love for him to have a solid male figure in his world who demonstrated a good example of love, affection and respect.

Whatever happens, we will see. I am not out there searching, but my eyes are open now and I am very aware of what's around me. I am open to the possibilities but know it's best to just let life play itself out. The best things happen when you least expect it

I took S to a birthday party last night. It was an 80's theme and the music was great! It was all I could do to not dance and sing by myself! Anyway, he tried pop rocks for the first time. Remember those? We were cracking up together while our mouths fizzled away! Such fun times with him, he is my little miracle.

Hope you all have a beautiful Sunday