im realizing that i got drawn into her game again.
i saw that she was making progress, and even showed many positive signs. and that drew me in. it got me interested in her again. but when it swung the other way, and she went back to her waywardness, i started to panic. i need to remind myself that this is a process, this is a process, this is a process. lots of ups and downs.
the good thing is, i resisted the urge to tell her how i was feeling. and she didnt get to see me get bothered by her behavior.
i also need to remind myself that there is nothing wrong with me. its not my fault. sometimes it seems that everything i do or dont do leads to this or that. but its not me. ive got my life pretty well together right now.
this site has lots of articles, and i am very thankful and greatfull for that. can someone lead me to anything on the stages of waywardness? or signs to look for? a road map of any kind? ive tried to search, but came up empty
