That makes me feel better. I hate giving up and taking the initiative to end my M. Still, today, the thought is awful to me.

But my wish to end this quickly and in the process put their names in a court document and drag them through the mud is greater. I need vindication, and since God doesn't seem to do much smiting these days (I campaigned unsuccessfully in my church for more smiting), I guess I have to take care of it.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17