More detachment, less anxiety and the continued joy of limbo

[Painter]

I have a photo on my phone that I didn't ask for but keep looking at - H and OW at a restaurant together last week. Framed with flowers by OW and published on her FB-page. H is grinning from ear to ear. I think that's one of the hardest parts. It's the second photo I've seen of them together and he's grinning like crazy in both.

I don't know why we do this. Maybe trying to comprehend. Looking for answers. Hoping it will show that they broke it off.

I'm so sorry. I wish we both had a better night. It's a full moon, I think?