Why, why, why do I do this to myself? Looked at H's stupid photo feed again and there was a comment from OW, loving the photo, followed by all the same colored hearts that I used to text to H. So disgusted.

Now here I am again. Stewing on OW and my poor excuse for a husband and I'm angry, when I want tone sleeping.

I told myself I wasn't going to look anymore. And why would I do it when the day was already crummy? Duh.

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16