At the risk of repeating myself and sounding like I have a very limited range of vocabulary, you're doing really well.
I get your anger and frustration. I would like to have someone to keep company with. Life just seems too long a time to spend alone.
I love your GAL activities and how you keep active and busy with meaningful activities. But perhaps like me, you still crave for more human contact? How are your meetups coming along?
I realise that I get deeper into a funk when I spend too much time on my own, even if I keep busy and really do enjoy my own company.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.