Focus on me and my boys

[J5K]

V,

Thank you for the hugs! I needed those today.

Rich,

I have also felt hate! Gosh, it's not like I did not want to have a vibrant life also. But 5 small kids doesn't really allow that. So although she is blaming a lot of this stuff on me, I think she has some serious issues she has to deal with.

The difficult part for me now is I am sure the D will go through.
I need to decide how long I will continue to DB afterwards.

Has there been a sitch where people have re-married?

Somehow I don't think I have a chance to do that with my STBX unless I move. But there is no way I am moving until she hits rock bottom and is willing to be transparent. If those things ever happen.