I am doing ok. Wife and I are getting along. No discussion about M R at all. I am staying positive, happy and keeping busy.
I do admit I miss being able to hold her, kiss her and tell her I love her. I have decided to leave the past in the past and focus on life as a new and improved me. When the MR discussion comes up, I will not bring up the past. Nothing I can do about it but I have learned from it.
No signs that her feelings have changed but on the positive side, we are still sleeping in the same bed, having pleasant conversations and have made each other laugh on occasion.
It's hard but I am coping. I am worried that by living under the same roof, she is enjoying her. " cake". As I said earlier, I will not initiate any discussion regarding our sitch. The ball is in her court. I only hope I will be strong enough and choose my words wisely when that inevitable topic arises.
Don't count the days, make the days count. Mohammad Ali
