What I still struggle with is letting go of STBX and accepting she no longer wants to be with me. I don't know and cannot accept that we will be a different family tied by the boys. I still have anger and resentment I guess.
Out of nowhere I started to cry and mourn the loss of my M again. Came back to parent's house and slept some more. All in all not a good day but I will try and end it better. Trying to stay positive.
JimKao I feel for you as accepting she no longer wants to be with you is the hardest part...at least for me while i know some other guy is with her.
Anger, resentment are normal feelings. Wait until you feel hate! I go back n forth and then feel sad for her which my IC is trying to rid me off...says its not normal at this stage.
Don't worry about the crying. I do it alot and more in the past 6 months than in my entire life. You will have weeks where you will be all smiles!!!! Just keep thinking about the boys!
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....
