Bea, thank you very much for returning to share with us.
Your survival and growth through this mlc tragedy has often inspired me to keep going.
I used to dream about XH waking up and coming back to me and the kids. The man I knew would never have left us, and that made the whole thing incomprehensible.
These days, 5 years on from BD, I don't want this any more - indeed the thought scares me! But to hear that your X has finally had some insight into what went on - for me, that would give some meaning to this awful period of life, too.
Like you, I'm a believer in the reality of mlc - and its stages and phases. Maybe in 6 years or so, I'll get a similar call!
As always, your posts help me make sense of it all, and help me to go on.
