Yeah, I understand that This time around it is different than when I was here a few years ago. I remember when the first BD was dropped. She wouldn't change it front of me or anything like that This time around, though we haven't had sex in 6 weeks, she changes in front of me, showers, hugs me, etc
But I know it's the space I need to give her. Even if we were to reconcile tomorrow I know she needs her space and for me to stop smothering. It's just crazy that I just want to try and control her and my environment. That's why I'm working so hard to change my ways. I don't want to bring those parts of me into any relationship. Whether its a new R with my wife or someone else in future
M 37 W 30 S 7 Together 10 years Married 9 years BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day) I moved to apartment 1/11/13 W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13 Peicing: 6/3/13 Reconciled: 7/2013 BD2: 4/20/16 still working on it
