You feel that you're losing her, she's slipping away and there's nothing that you can do. But really, if I think about my own situation, all that you do is lose yourself.
You hang onto the phone,just to hear her voice. I look at my WW, her skin as she gets done, the curves on her body and I think, that the last time I touched that is most likely the last time ever. It's hard but it's whats necessary for me to survive, and thrive.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.