14 days of sheer hell, part 6, i think

[DDJ]

So WW wakes up this morning and says, "why am I doing what I'm doing?". I ask "what are you doing?" she says, "the going out and the partying, why am I doing that?". I said "i don't know why you're doing it, but it is your choice".

Later at breakfast, she asks if I've reconsidered the whole budget thing. I say no, I made my decision a few days ago and now I'm sticking to it.

So in terms of dropping her. I have dropped her physically and intimately. I have dropped her financially. There is only one drop left... Emotionally.

I need to move out for myself, not indefinitely, just to get some breathing space and a different perspective. I do not need to be around someone that does not care for me.

Off to the falls to zipline. Sooo excited! Dinner cruise on the zambezi tomorrow evening. What a great holiday.