Blu- Think I misunderstood..(2nd para in question one of your response, at end "can you try and access her").
I do feel hopeless somewhat. I continue to work on space. I'm scared to take step back. I did say once a while ago that what we are going through is uncomfortable/tough; H response was "I know it is." I have not initiated any R talk since. Fear bringing up again will push/open up dialogue rather not have. Know what you are saying tho that I have the right to decision, having more space.
H has a grad party to go to tmrw. I want to ask to go along but figured not good idea. H having plans, esp late notice, still getting to me. At least when do own thing here H is home.
