Just had the most traumatic experience ever! We get to the passport counter and they need my sons birth certificate. That is at home in another province and the plane leaves in 20 minutes. Officer says not a chance we're going. WW says she'll stay with son in other city for holiday period. I get extremely emotional. I still am as I type this.
This means I'm going with my mother only and half of the money is thrown away.i cannot see myself going without her and my son. This was a dream holiday turning into a nightmare. I wanted to use this wknd to detach but to spend with my son too. If she had just stayed I don't know if I would have been that upset. Perhaps. They eventually let us all aboard. All in tears including my mother.
Still have a long way to go before I can control my emotions, for now I will continue to focus on my actions.
Oh, and I made the final interview for the job, for Thurs. This is destiny.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
