Well today was mostly good. Had a good day at work. Then had about 2 hours to kill before going out to dinner with a girlfriend. I let my thoughts get better of me. I sat wondering what if.... why????? What did I do????

Went to dinner in was so nice to be with friends. I realized that I had let most of my friends go. I have decided I need to GAL!

My heart just hurts. Think it might be anxiety but not sure. I wonder if I should go see MD but don't want to really go on anything. I'm strong I can do this!

wife of an addict
M 39 H 39
D18 D 16
Together 19 M17