5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.(2)

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Changed the title to reflect the timeline. Heading into 9 weeks, month 3 now.

In past 1 week i have failed hard in my DB.

I was doing better 2 weeks ago even to the point my W said she was looking at me. I feel in the past 1 week alone things are spiraling out of control.

Today i need to be disciplined and work hard at it. I need to back off and give her space while maintaining boundaries. Most importantly i need to do something for me.