Zephyr,

That is an impressive reply. I haven't checked, I hope you posted it in your thread also.

I thought I had read most or all of your posts, maybe not. I don't recall reading the negatives you say about your W in what I read, at least not some of the really serious stuff you posted in my thread.... Maybe I missed it. I now see why you feel the way you feel. Even after your extremely well written post, the question isn't totally gone. Have you shown her enough love? Not help, not being happy, but recoprocating love. A sweet post from you on Facebook for example? Again maybe I missed it if you have. I know I did not reciprocate enough in my M, at least not at the correct time. Regardless of your answer, it is your journey, your decision, and I will continue to follow your story.