I understand. You are just looking for a miracle answer. Spent many days there.

I promise the pain eases some. Not going to lie. You are early and can expect more. I still have it.

Try to get busy with fun things. Not just gym or whatever. You need to smile. Watch or listen to stand up comedians. A lot.

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15