Anyone else find GaL to be exhausting or am I over doing it. It has become part of my life to be doing something all the time with or without the kids. And it's beating the crap out of me haha.
It is nice to have this change in my life tho. To be enjoying it instead of how I was before bday. I guess I do have to thank ex for that.
The change I made In how I interact with her did make a positive change tho. I'm not jumping at every moment, she seems much less angry now that I don't get effected by her emotions. When talking I did find her topics to be negative still. How her work [censored] and maybe her life isn't as full of rainbows and unicorn sparkle farts as she thought it would be. While when she sees me I am smiling and legitimately enjoying myself.
Looking forward to camping with friends and kids this weekend, It's supposed to rain which doesn't make for fun camping, where I live is so dry tho the rain is welcome.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
