14 days of sheer hell, part 6, i think

[DDJ]

I don't think that I'll ever want To touch my WW again to be honest. This is too emotional for me to even think about sex. I've not not had sex in more than 14 years. I need to know how this feels. I really want to try for 6 months. Screw piecing. I'm NOT doing it for me.

I have an excel sheet for my goals on a daily basis. sometimes I hit 15 out of 19, sometimes as low as 9, which was her bday. But I learn everyday.