Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

[vise82]

Hey,

So yes we did go. Not much to report, just normal interaction. Just like it used to be.

It was good, Kids enjoyed having both of us there. the school was surprised to see that W and I both picked up kids together.

Came back and kids played outside.

Then out cam the Gay guy neighbor. W was no the phone with her mom and cut her off to literally run over there. His sister was there and they were all dressed to go out on the town. This is the life W is dreaming of. Being a socialite going to the best events. But he has no kids he can go out to things like that when ever he wants, its a different lifestyle then having a family. I think W found a way to get both, half the week she will be able to go out on the town to the next event or what ever like a single person. Then when she has the kids back to MOM mode.

So I am outside and the next door neighbor goes over there too and he get introduced to the sister all the wile I get ignored, Which is fine by me considering the circumstance. But it just highlights the gap between my W and I. She has this group of facebook/neighbor friends that I am completely not part of. And she has no interest in including me in that group.

She is living two lives.

So I did shoot over to my new place, and I am losing steam for this move and it has not even started.

There is so much work to do and I was having expectations of having a perfect painted, all set up place. But I think I might have to lower the bar and shoot for just getting my stuff moved From old place to new place.