The latest: I've been feeling better and better each day. Looked for permanent housing today. Sad that I will be downgrading my comfort level substantially. Exciting that I will be establishing my own place!
I've seen a change in the kids. Today, when I told them the nxt time I would see them is Friday, they both asked why they couldn't see me tomorrow. This was great since W has been telling me that kids haven't been asking about me or anything. They probably haven't, but they obviously miss Dad.
Also, when W came home from work the last two nights she doesn't even speak to me. No greeting, barely a grunt when I tell her hello. I don't need her to be nice to me, but it makes me wonder if this isn't going so well for her. Tonight she didn't even greet the kids when she came home. WTF? I can tell I'm detaching more and more since I didn't even care that she didn't say hello. I noticed it, but it didn't bother me.
Working hard on GAL. Been lifting pretty hard for over 2 weeks and I can already see a difference. Going to happy hour tomorrow with a friend. Excited about getting a house (even if it is a rental.)
IC stated that I'm on the "fast track" to getting through this. She feels I'm doing lots of the right things and I'm thinking about this correctly.
