seems to me ... and i could be projecting some of my own feelings here ... is there some residual ptsd from exh? i go back and forth on the self esteem thing also. i hope that time will heal it for both of us xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver