I spoke to a Pastor today, I told him my story and how badly I want my W back. He told me that there is nothing I can do to wake her up from her dog. She has chosen her path- that of the Devil and I have chosen mine- that of God. He said as a person of God, I have a responsibility to make sure I take care of myself, which means getting away from the W for awhile and letting her walk her path if she chooses, real love doesn't want to control, but set free.