14 days of sheer hell, part 6, i think

[DDJ]

Very true darknes. very true. I'm giving up on this detachment thing. ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS!!

I just give up... so i'm going to rather just focus on myself - no ultimatums, no control, just going to drop the rope. Before i do that i need to secure my finances.

Need to move banks since WW works for the bank we bank at. WW wants to get a lawyer for the budget, as she actually has absolutely no disposable income. We're not divorced so everything must be split 50/50 until she files, if she does.

I'm then going to move out with my bro, hopefully first week in June, i must act now if i want to save myself, and perhaps (yeah right) my M. Yes, move out. Not to see what she does, as my mother would like to say. Rather to clear my head. Might be a month, maybe two.
Will do the 5/2 custody days and come "home" each evening to play and pray with our S before bedtime, so will see him for as long as i always do really. Probably even more since i'll have him whole wknd.

Should i tell the WW or just go?

I sincerely feel its the only way that I will be able to detach. Right now, i cannot see the trees for the woods. My eyes are wide shut. I need a fresh perspective of what i need to do to survive this!