Lost at the moment

[lfm]

Hi all,

Interesting thing happened today, my wife texted and asked if she could meet me for lunch, which she has never done before. It was good to spend some time with her, but affirmed with her today, that I've realized I need to let her go and move on myself. I think this caught her off guard just a little bit. I followed that with I need to focus on myself so that at some point I'll be ready to move forward with someone who wants to be with me and that I can be happy with.

As I was walking her out of my office, she indicated that she hopes that things like her coming to meet me for lunch represents that she hasn't closed the book on us and that she hasn't completely walked away. I think it was her way of saying that she's still trying to have her cake and ice cream at the same time.

Based on where I've been and felt over the past few weeks, I feel I've made some real progress in the fact that I don't believe a word of what she is saying and am continuing to focus on myself, my kids and what I need to do to truly be ready to move on.

I'm planning on trying to sit down with her tonight to start mapping out finances going forward and who is responsible for what, so we'll see how that goes.

Thanks for the continued support and I'll post new updates as I can.