I finally read your threads and it has been a real roller coaster of emotions. I also feel that you are handling it well.
You are being able to recognize when to open up a little more and when to back up some. It's not easy to do that since our emotions are so fragile, so congrats on that.
Regarding OW, well what can I say. It is very unfortunate that some people have no values inside themselves and many times don't even know what they want or what makes them happy.
I actually have a good friend that is like this. I like her and she is a fantastic woman, but then I hate the fact that she is very selfish in regard to love. She does not bother to think about other people's feelings, how much she may hurt someone, etc. It is about looking for happiness.
The worse is that she is always hollow, empty. I see it and even talk to her about it. But it is like to the wall. She just don't get it. She has a complete disregard for people that have families or someone else in their lives. It is pathetic and sad.
Keep up the hard work NYGal, have patience, patience and more patience. You got this!!!
