I feel better after that nap, It's amazing what sleep can do for you. I've started reading the D threads and things are still going to get alot worse before they get better. Guess i'll have more than enough time to create the new DDJ. Hopefully one with patience.
Our S4 has definitely started that ball rolling. I no longer look at him and see my WW though. Guess that will help me to love him more. I am happy that i'm detached from him, I must just make sure that I do not get attached to whoever i meet one day. I pray that I learnt my lesson.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.