I'm having it tough today, i guess it will be like this everyday after she leaves and comes back when she wants hey. I gotta get her out of the house asap. That is a fact.

Day is going quickly, but gonna nap in my car now. Going to watch the UEFA cup final with my bro tonight so need some rest. Need to get out.

I find myself desensitizing myself to the situation, I try to be in the moment too. so i say "You're at work, you're walking, lunch in your hand, and your WW sucked another mans dong last night". Gotta become second nature for me not to care really.

I ask God to give me strength, but I should be asking Him to help me find the strength inside. I've already got it all.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.