Doodler, vise82, and ddj. Thank you for reassuring me that I'm OK. I can have bad days too. I did have a good meeting with my coach. She is always helpful. She reminded me that I need to do what makes me feel good. If it doesn't don't do it. If it does then keep plugging along. Positive note. Ate supper with D. Nothing big but better than what I have done until past few days. I guess losing a few pounds in this process wont hurt me 😃.
D just told me I don't even want to see dad right now. So now D (18) AND D (16) want nothing to do with their dad. I don't know what to do. I guess pass that info along in counseling tomorrow. I was thinking of asking H to move back in for financial reasons. But I think this is God's way of telling nope not quite yet. We both have some more work to do to get him back home!
wife of an addict M 39 H 39 D18 D 16 Together 19 M17
