Wife files D after I confronted her 2nd EA-5

[CWOL]

I notice that my mood lifted significantly today, must be the Lexapro kicking in. Even when I think about the D, I don't feel the sense of impending doom I did before. Perhaps it is shining a new light on the picture? I just don't want to have a false sense of security that will come crashing down with the next iteration of the D proceedings...

I do find focusing on fun and pleasant things distract me from the negative thoughts that I've had constantly for the past six months. If I can get over the drowsiness I feel constantly as a side-effect that would be good! This morning was pretty tough waking up, will have to go back to using an alarm clock in the morning for the first time in eleven years! (After the birth of my son our whole house seemed to wake up early, even when we tried to oversleep).