I hope to get back into my zone that I have been able to stay in for the most part over the last 2 months or so in not getting into the tailspin of sorrow.
I recall many on the board giving me advice of the "other man" that could be in the scene which I couldn't nail down but suspected. I guess sometimes you want to think the best of your partner but it has become painfully clear what she has been up to.
And I found more "stuff" today that she has been having relations with this guy which hurt like you wouldn't believe becuz it became too real for me. Had a good cry and was hard to look at her in the eye as we pass each other in the house....
To top it off my daughter had a total attitude with me as if I didn't exist. Hard day and knowing that she will be "secretly" seeing him this weekend eats me up
Getting closer to being done so just have to keep the focus on how best to tell her and get my life in order
I hope everyone is having a better day than me today!
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....