Oh, i also realised that I love cooking, fresh ingredients and flavour are my thing. Last night i made a ridiculously expensive meal for my friend who i've not seen since last year. I come alive when i cook.
As for building an attraction for my WW. It pains me to say it, but I don't want her back. Not after what she's done and is doing to me. I want a fresh start. i want to move forward. I don't to move backwards, and sticking with her is me moving backwards. Right now, that is how i feel. This might change, but i doubt it.
The focus is still on me, she is now peripheral. I do not talk about me becoming the new me. That I will achieve. However, dealing with detachment is what I need all of your help with.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
