I seriously love you guys.

I did make a promise to myself that I would move forward no matter what after I did this. I am still sticking to that. My life and my heart are not going on hold. After 2 hours, it all came back to the same thing. He can't/won't give what I need. WII, you are right, he is a huge, self-admitted compartmentalizer.

It's just sad and a shame. And one day, he might realize it, but I'll most likely be long gone.
So, forward march I go. Hoping to find the one who one day can act on the love they claim to have for me.