Fri - supper and clubbing by myself Sat morn - I visit my WAS friend who i've not seen in months, who's H was an addict, and we share our pain Sat - first time i ever played golf, at a team building, going to do again next wknd with bros. Sat Nite - Played pool/snooker with my bro for the first time in about 8 years, I actually won him for the first time in my life. Great confidence booster, giving that my WW was celebrating her bday with another man. Sunday - Could not make church, But went for a 2 hour drive around our beautiful coastline whilst putting our S to sleep. Then took him to the other coastline on the way home as he was sleeping during the first ride. Promised him ice-cream so bought him one, he technically had it for supper.
Yesterday I met with the the project manager for my independent contract. She was in tears from her interaction with a work colleague. I walk in and see she's upset. I give her a big hug, I keep a cheerful demeanour and bring her out of her slump. I realise that we all have an impact on each other, based on how we bring ourselves across. If i was sad, then i'd just bring her down more. A positive attitude is really the difference between success and failure in life. I will maintain this positive attitude - I will not fail at this. I will succeed, because that's all that i know.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
