My first post - please be nice.

[collin]

Honestly, I think it's because I do have plans to do these things, but then I get lazy. But, I'm pretty sure that her (and the good Lord) are testing me.

She emailed saying:
Hey are you gonna work on my pallet dog bed or is that another one of those things youll never do?

I replied with:
I’m going to do it. I know I’ve been slack in the past. But you had faith in me to do it. I’m going to stop letting you down.
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Essentially, I just went all in. If I mess this up she'll lose all faith in me forever. Given my track record it was probably a dumb thing to do. But dangit, I'm 180-ing, setting Goals and GAL (even if my life is going to consist of building a dog bed... at least it'll help get my mind off of her...and hey, i enjoy building stuff)