14 days of sheer hell, part 6

[DDJ]

I'm actually not perturbed at all. She's in her new room now, on the phone as always. It's insane to think that technology has allowed people to cheat so much easier. Clearly used to be more difficult with dial-up and landlines.

I think i'm just covering up, anxiety will come back when she leaves, at least I can close my bedroom door and "not worry" about her, and when she gets home.

I have also just done the budget and I have quite a bit of disposable income until she leaves the house, may just keep her around... She's upset that she cannot afford the Volvo though and will need to drive the new VW Up that i bought.
I need a new job/increase also to not lose my lifestyle in this big house when she leaves. So will stay on the job market until i find something. God's will.

It appears that we're still on for vic falls, going to be fun. If fun is stabbing yourself in the eye each morning. I'm exaggerating, but need a relaxing holiday.