C - Jesus T, who are you? You sneak around with another guy, you spend 8k on your chest, you send texts like that, and your first born son can't stand being in the the same house as you. This is as happy as you have ever been? Good for you. Seems like you have quite the whole life, full of depth.
My advice is to reflect back on your actions and determine how to take the lessons learned and apply them going forward.
What was your goal in sending this text? And do you think sending it brought you closer or farther from your overall goals?
Farther, I sent it in anger and frustration. I'm mad at myself for that one.
Me: 38 y/o W: 38 y/o Together: 10 yrs Married: 7 yrs S1, D3, S15(hers previous, I adopted May'15) WBD: Sep '15 W's EA confirmed Oct'15 W Filed Dec '15 Personal awakening Mar'16