Hi! Well...the weekend was quiet. H did call OW to say hi and then she called him back and realized she was blocked from his phone. She then called from her home phone. This started an argument because H told her never to call him again.
I said to H.."You called her first...you lead her on. Had you not called her she wouldn't call you..." STUPID! Well, now two numbers are blocked and he has removed her from facebook.
Anyway..I told him I was no longer willing to do this when I have asked him numerous times to end contact. I told him the NC needs to happen, he needs to make a counseling appt for himself and we need marriage counseling. If this doesn't take place we will not stay married.
Well...he has IC appt today and I am waiting for a call back for marriage counseling appt. H told me he has never seen me like this before (even 10 yrs ago) and he is nervous that I am going to end the marriage. I asked him how he thinks I felt over the past few months. H said I must have felt the same way. Only difference is H is the cause of this...I have done nothing but be supportive.
Anyway...yesterday I received two anonymous emails from OW (obviously...) both came to my work email...easy enough to find it I guess. H was mad and I was ballistic. I told H NOT to call her...this is what she wants. I also told H that I don't blame him for her sending me the emails, but I do blame him for bringing this ridiculous drama into my life.
If I receive another email, I think I will report it to the police. Granted, they won't be able to prove a thing. I never knew websites existed that could send anonymous emails. I guess I am not a psycho.
H was wearing wedding ring when he left for work this morning. We also have mexican vacation planned in Aug and I told him right now I don't want to go. H begged me not to cancel. I told him I wouldn't cancel it yet but if I feel the same way I do now come the summer, it may be an option.
Luckily, I am a positive person and have hopes that this will work out.
