Well I think I got some sleep but here only 4 hrs later I'm awake. I woke and then my mind started wandering and thinking bad things. I turned to my high power. I stopped and breathed and then said a little prayer to protect my thoughts. I am no longer going down that thought path/line of thinking.

Still so dumbfounded about supposed EA that H dropped last night. I want to believe him, but he was drinking and being an alcoholic I can only believe 50% of what he says. It was like he was just trying to push my buttons to get upset hurt angry. I didn't and I think that upset H.

I don't know what to do. Should I bring up anything about his messages? Should I let them lie? Will bringing them up now in the light of a new day be beneficial or detrimental???

wife of an addict
M 39 H 39
D18 D 16
Together 19 M17