I could definitely request blood, but it's not my life is it?

I know what i stand for NOW. I vowed that I would never cheat (again, did with my XGF remember) and I will keep that vow. She will hopefully get there too, for herself.

My heart is already in tatters, so it can't get more broken, can it? probably, but for now i'll take my lot and deal with it. I'm not going to touch her again in my life so I've gotta go through this to get there...

I cannot control my feelings, but i can control my actions.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.