Phoebe, thank you. I fortunately slept the entire night and felt a lot better this morning. I worked from 2-9 and had plenty to do before that, so kept busy.

I was texting with my stepdaughter who is visiting H next week. She and I both feel really bad about it - she doesn't want to go home and see all my things gone and me and son not there, and I feel really bad about not being there. However, she said some really lovely things. She said she was so moved by my statements about how I'm still standing for my M and won't file, and that I'm willing to reconcile, that she didn't even know what to say - except that I was a rare person and she was so glad to know me and be my family.

It really warms the heart to have her support.

Zues, you made me smile. It's a nice way to look at it and I will, next time it hits.

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17