The last few days have been really hard. I felt pretty confident when I told her I was done and wanted to file. I lost my confidence as soon as she left an it hasn't returned.
She sent a notice to vacant to the renter. She found registration information for school for S5 in that neighborhood. She changed back to her maiden name on Facebook. She was at the house with the kids and I for a bit yesterday. She even made comments about little things around the house that used to bother me... she'd say, "we'll, pretty soon you can do whatever you want because I'll be out."
It's hurts. There are moments where I just want to call her and beg for this madness to end. But then where would I be...
On another note, I've been exercising more than I ever have. Unfortunately I've also stayed out too late the last couple nights. It's so hard to get a life, get sleep, work, and take care of the boys. I don't know what I'm going to do as a single dad with two young boys.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
